This song is quickly becoming one of my most played on iTunes.
Hell, one of my favorite songs ever.
For me, it's one of those songs that make you so very sad but so damn optimistic at the same time. Freakin' juxtaposition of a song man.
But, guh. I just want to play it forever and drive my totally not-in-commission car with my non-existent license, down some huge never ending highway. Foreverrrrr! God. How cheesy am I? I don't care.
I love this song.
s w e e t d i s p o s i t i o n
the temper trap
Sweet disposition
Never too soon
Oh, reckless abandon
Like no one's watching you
A moment, a love
A dream aloud
A kiss, a cry
Our rights, our wrongs
A moment, a love
A dream aloud
A moment, a love
A dream aloud
So stay there
Because I'll be coming over
And while our blood's still young
It's so young
It runs
And we won't stop until it's over
Won't stop to surrender
Songs of desperation
I played them for you
A moment, a love
A dream aloud
A kiss, a cry
Our rights, our wrongs
A moment, a love
A dream, aloud
A moment, a love
A dream aloud
Sunday, February 27, 2011
Thursday, February 24, 2011
Oh God, why am I so weird.
I don't understand how my room can look like a bomb went off in it, and I really don't care too much.
But when something, some folder, some file - anything on my computer gets misplaced, unorganized, etc. It nags at me. So bad. I get really twitchy until everything is in it's proper place.
So, hence my bitch fit when I noticed my favorites list looked like the Internet exploded all over it. So, now I'm most likely going to spend an hour organizing it all, or I won't be able to sleep.
Sigh.
Why is my brain like this?
I don't get this.
It's like, selective OCD.
Only with my computer.
If such a thing exists.
In other news, my mother told me she wanted me to put some Supernatural episodes on her laptop for her to watch when she was bored.
She said this all casually.
Trying to play it cool.
But she knew I would freak out and make such a huge deal out of it.
And I did.
Rightly so.
"MOM YESSS I KNEW IT. YOU'RE GOING TO LOVE IT. WHICH EPISODES SHOULD I GIVE YOU OH I SHOULD PROBABLY LET YOU START AT THE BEGINING. I KNOW IT MAY BE CREEPY AT FIRST BUT IT IS AWESOME I SWEAR. I'LL EXPLAIN EVERYTHING TO YOU THAT YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND. ISN'T JENSEN HOT. I KNEW I WASN'T ADOPTED--"
This went on for quite some time. I could help it. I love that show. Unhealthy amounts. Unholy glee, I tell you. I'm slowly bringing every member of my family into obsession over it with me. Brothers. Check. Stepdad. Check. Mother. Check.
Boogie seems reluctant, but he lets me watch the episodes on his nice big, flat screen tv, and sometimes laughs at the jokes.... so it's only a matter of time.
I'm sorry.
I feel like a 14 year-old again.
I should be sleeping.
I'll go now.
But when something, some folder, some file - anything on my computer gets misplaced, unorganized, etc. It nags at me. So bad. I get really twitchy until everything is in it's proper place.
So, hence my bitch fit when I noticed my favorites list looked like the Internet exploded all over it. So, now I'm most likely going to spend an hour organizing it all, or I won't be able to sleep.
Sigh.
Why is my brain like this?
I don't get this.
It's like, selective OCD.
Only with my computer.
If such a thing exists.
In other news, my mother told me she wanted me to put some Supernatural episodes on her laptop for her to watch when she was bored.
She said this all casually.
Trying to play it cool.
But she knew I would freak out and make such a huge deal out of it.
And I did.
Rightly so.
"MOM YESSS I KNEW IT. YOU'RE GOING TO LOVE IT. WHICH EPISODES SHOULD I GIVE YOU OH I SHOULD PROBABLY LET YOU START AT THE BEGINING. I KNOW IT MAY BE CREEPY AT FIRST BUT IT IS AWESOME I SWEAR. I'LL EXPLAIN EVERYTHING TO YOU THAT YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND. ISN'T JENSEN HOT. I KNEW I WASN'T ADOPTED--"
This went on for quite some time. I could help it. I love that show. Unhealthy amounts. Unholy glee, I tell you. I'm slowly bringing every member of my family into obsession over it with me. Brothers. Check. Stepdad. Check. Mother. Check.
Boogie seems reluctant, but he lets me watch the episodes on his nice big, flat screen tv, and sometimes laughs at the jokes.... so it's only a matter of time.
I'm sorry.
I feel like a 14 year-old again.
I should be sleeping.
I'll go now.
Wednesday, February 23, 2011
Working hard or hardly working?
Fair warning. I'll most likely change the layout on here more times than deemed necessary. I've always been picky and very ADD about blogs, and it looks like this time will be no different.
But, here I am. Jessica.
I was very active today. I'm proud of myself. I barely spent any time lying in bed procrastinating.
I had to go to Sante Fe this morning for a horrible bio. test today that I barely studied for, therefore I barely passed. I hate the open lab there. It's always like 10 degrees below freezing and no matter what seat I chose there's always something sticky on the table. Ugh. I get paranoid in there too, like everyone around me knows how bad I'm about to fail my exam.
So yeah, there was that this morning, then we had breakfast and went home where I thought I was free to sleep the rest of the day away ...........until I remembered I had math later that night. >: |
I considered skipping class.
But I didn't.
I had reasons, though.
Good ones.
I swear.
I've been worried about my uh, head problems again lately. I haven't been having much pain or headaches at all lately since I've been taking my pills, but ever since yesterday I've started having brief periods of intense pain in the back of my head. Like somebody shoved a screwdriver in the back of my skull and I'm still alive somehow. It knocks the breathout of me everytime, and I feel like I'm going to vomit. I had pain like this in the begining, but it was worse, I think. And my vision hasn't been giving me trouble like it use to either, so I hoping it's not getting bad again. I'm trying to chalk it up to stress, very few hours of sleep and the meals I've skipped this week. So. Hopefully this pain nonsense will go away once I get back on my normal schedule.
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But, here I am. Jessica.
I was very active today. I'm proud of myself. I barely spent any time lying in bed procrastinating.
I had to go to Sante Fe this morning for a horrible bio. test today that I barely studied for, therefore I barely passed. I hate the open lab there. It's always like 10 degrees below freezing and no matter what seat I chose there's always something sticky on the table. Ugh. I get paranoid in there too, like everyone around me knows how bad I'm about to fail my exam.
So yeah, there was that this morning, then we had breakfast and went home where I thought I was free to sleep the rest of the day away ...........until I remembered I had math later that night. >: |
I considered skipping class.
But I didn't.
I had reasons, though.
Good ones.
I swear.
I've been worried about my uh, head problems again lately. I haven't been having much pain or headaches at all lately since I've been taking my pills, but ever since yesterday I've started having brief periods of intense pain in the back of my head. Like somebody shoved a screwdriver in the back of my skull and I'm still alive somehow. It knocks the breathout of me everytime, and I feel like I'm going to vomit. I had pain like this in the begining, but it was worse, I think. And my vision hasn't been giving me trouble like it use to either, so I hoping it's not getting bad again. I'm trying to chalk it up to stress, very few hours of sleep and the meals I've skipped this week. So. Hopefully this pain nonsense will go away once I get back on my normal schedule.
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